Newoutlook's Notizen, 21 Feb 11

New measurements. It's weird because my weight is the same.

before-50-42-50

after- 49-42-49


And odd its in my bust and hips that's lost. Hmmmmm. Anyhow two inches is two inches lost that im happy about. Small but promising it tells me (even though im not trying so hard) that i am still losing.

One of my old friends is getting married in a couple of months. Im not gonna be saying omg lose 100 lbs now!!! I'm saying it would be nice to be the best i can on that day.If that means losing just one or two pounds or inches so be it.

I am my own project. Got to build myself up slowly because if not I will fall hard like the other times.(i.e. exercising myself into a radical stage...sure i lost weight but once i stoped the excessive exercise I gained. I wasn't even eating unhealthy or too much but i gained it back and more. We are talking about 12 pounds lost within less than a week. Only to gain 5 on top. So disheartening.)

So yes it will be slow but worth it. Meanwhile im teaching myself and trust me that's a challenge in itself. I can be hard headed about my own well being.
In it for myself to feel better. I got to prove this isn't something im losing at. Any change is awesome.