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Well, another day that I am going to have trouble using all of my points. I am leaving for work soon so I packed up enough food for my dinner and some snacks to get me to my total points. It is a ridiculous amount of food that I am never going to finish. I will try though. I guess I shouldn't be complaining that I'm not hungry but at the same time I am afraid that if I don't eat enough, I won't lose and worse yet, I will gain. I can't let that happen. I am so disgusted with the way my body looks. I need new clothes and I refuse to buy any until I have lost all of my weight so I guess I will go around looking like a slob for a few months. At least when I am done I will have a good excuse to spend money lol. I also have an incentive to keep it off when it's gone. My husband won't see the results until he comes home in September 2008. I want to surprise him. When I pick him up when he returns from his deployment, I'll be sure to wear a sexy little outfit. What a surprise that would be. Sorry this was such a long entry but I needed to get this off my chest. Thanks for reading.
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