BLONDIEXOo's Notizen, 09 Sep 07

I surprisingly lost a pound from over the last few days. I had a rough weekend and ended up going out with a girlfriend of mine into Boston. I drank a little too much and ended up having the worst anxiety attack yesterday afternoon until the late evening. My sugar blood level was extremely low so I had no feeling in my body for a few hours. It was pretty scary considering that was my first severe attack. I miss my ex-boyfriend so much, I swear he keeps me sane. I know I need to be more independent but I feel like I'm more healthy when I'm with him. When I'm not with him I'm a complete mess and make horrible decisions. I might just call him to try and see if himself and I could at least be friends. As for my diet, I'm going to jump back into it and start over at keeping healthy again. Also, thank you to everyone on here who has been very kind and helpful. It means a lot to me that someone actually takes their time to read my posts and give me incredible feedback. Thank you : )