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I have been neglecting my journal, fitness and diet this path month. I've been struggling a lot with this journey, and I felt bad to write journals that weren't of me doing well, lol, but then I realized that's what we're here for. We all understand what its like to struggle. My workouts have been better then my eating so I wasn't completely out of whack, but I feel like I have no motivation, or at least I didn't. I've recommitted to my diet/fitness because I don't like feeling flabby. I'm so over scale numbers, and being on a diet, but I do like being fit. It's funny b/c I've never been fit in my life, but I do like the way it makes me feel both mentally and physically when I stop messing around and just press play.
I was in DC this weekend for a Beachbody training and it was a great time. I got to see my coach from Dallas who is training for a bikini competition and she's amazingly fit. I'll ask her permission before I post her pictures here, lol, but she's super lean and very motivating. I definitely would've settled with her inital before/after (she's a si6 grad too, woot woot) but she continues to push herself in fitness and her personal life and that inspires me.
I have one more month of Insanity so I've recommitted to finishing Phase II and I'm going to be adding in Brazil Butt Lift. It's been my dream for the longest time to go to Rio, and there's a contest for ppl w. the best results to be flown out for an all-expense paid trip to Brazil where they'll be taping the infomercial; so I figured why not give it a go. I need something to make me work hard, and thank god BBL is only 30 days. I swear 15mins in and I was already feeling it, knowing I'm going to be sore in the am, lol. I'm an apple type which means I'm naturally inclined to be booty less so lets see what miracles I can pull off with this program.
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