JeanPant's Notizen, 18 Mrz 21

Today was my first fitting for wedding dress. But also the first day of my menstrual cycle. Thank God the designer postponed till next week. Now I have time to bring the bloat down and put myself on a serious diet! I'm training at gym every day now. Doing cardio and some functional training. It has to bring the KGs down. It simply has to! Warning: here comes the vent. My fiancé arrived home intoxicated tonight. Fourth night in a row. He says "I'm talking shit" when I say he's drunk. I know the difference. I don't know why but I expect more of him. It's sad. I find myself feeling alone many nights. When he's here and he's semi-sober, he likes to irritate me. Somehow I don't find it funny. I feel like it doesn't improve communication between us. It certainly doesnt help us bond. And if you think it makes me love him even more....oops, it doesn't.

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1184 kcal

Fett: 45,84g | Eiw: 94,33g | Kohlh: 94,67g.   Abendessen: Egg, Nola Slim Reduced Oil Salad Dressing, Egg (Whole), Tomatoes, Tomatoes, Woolworths Brussels Sprouts, Woolworths Prawns. Snacks/Sonstiges: Black Cat Crunchy Peanut Butter (No Added Sugar & Salt), Ryvita Light Rye Wholegrain Crispbread, Bokomo Provita Wholewheat, Mango, Slender Wonder Protein Shake. mehr...

1834 kcal

Bewegung: Schlafen - 8 Stunden, Laufband - 30 Minuten, Krafttraining (Mäßig) - 40 Minuten, Fitbit - 14 Stunden und 50 Minuten. mehr...