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It's been a week and things are finally starting to calm down. (for those who don't know or forgot, Darrel's mom passed away about a week ago)
Darrel isn't really acting like himself (duh right?) But he isn't acting like he's upset either. Although it's been a week, I still think that he's in some major denial. I don't think that it will really kick in until he realizies that Tammy (his mom) isn't calling him everyday. Sometimes two or three times a day. He is truly a mama's boy. I just hope that he'll be ok once it kicks in. Not sure when that will be. Michael and his sibs lost thier mother when he was 16 and he said that he STILL expects Donna to call or stop by. I don't think that you ever really get over losing a parent. I lost my dad..but not by death, by neglect. Not the same. I know he's still out there...even if he's not there, ya know?
ANYWAYS...this is the first time that I've been in a room without him for a week. He's very against being alone. Pretty sure it's because he will think abou things that he doesn't want to once he's alone.
The house is a mess...absolute mess. His dad doesn't really want to keep anything but a few of Tammy's favorites that will be displayed with her urn. So...everything is being tranported over here. I have no problem with that...anything to help out D and D right now. And things have slowly been making there way down into the basement to be sorted out later. Basically for the past week my house has looked like it belonged on an episode of hoarders. Today I cleaned up the living room. Took about 35 minutes. after that I'm gonna tackle the downstairs bathroom. Pray for me! lol.
The whole week has consisted of helping to clean out his mom's house. And inbetween everything else that had to be done..food got put on the back burner (of course right?) and lots of old habits returned. Today is back on...and it's not so bad. Truth be told though: I don't really feel it till the 3rd day. Not really looking forward to that. Plus side is now Michael makes to much for us to get food stamps. Awesome-sauce. Downside is he doesn't get paid till Friday...so no money for food right now. Dinner tonight will be salad (if the lettuce isn't bad, I'm not brave enough to check yet) and speghitti and meatballs made out of ground turkey. yummy.
Diätkalender ansehen, 12 September 2011:
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1477 kcal
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Fett: 63,01g | Eiw: 69,76g | Kohlh: 159,82g.
Mittagessen: hotdog bun, cheddar cheese, mayo, chicken breast, Munchies Cheese Fix Snack Mix (Family Size). Abendessen: yoplait apple turnover, alfredo sauce, cheddar cheese, penne pasta, broccoli, ground turkey. mehr...
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I lost my dad well not to death... but I wish it was - that makes me a horrible person I know. I have a friend that lost his dad almost 7 years ago and he still has moments where he expects his dad to come out of the living room, or to call him. I think you never get over it but you do get used to the idea (eventually). Sorry you are going through all of this! BUT on the good front is the money! That is awesome, now you just have to make it until friday ;)
12 Sep 11 vom Mitglied: pixidaisy
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