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Why is it when I lose weight, I immediately want to sabotage all my efforts to lose this fat and all my hard work and money with a trainer?
This is the question I asked myself continually this past couple of weeks. My conclusion: I have abused certain substances or acts in the past like- alcohol, smoking, sex, t.v. watching, fantasizing, shopping, overspending etc... and of course food. I have surrendered alcohol, sex, smoking, t.v. and fantasizing to God but food and spending I have not. And look at where all my problems are at... MONEY AND FOOD!
So I will be daily surrendering my will to God on all things food and money.
yikes!
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