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So I started dieting last year when my husband left for bootcamp in June 2009. I lost 30lbs from the time he left until October 2009. Unfortunately when he finished the Navy moved us to California from FL, and the month of November was a whirlwind of moving, getting my kids organized and our new life together in cali and working out and healthy eating went out the window. I gained back approx 10lbs. I was so discouraged. I went to the Dr recently and have depression and anxiety we are treating and he wants me to talk to a psychologist. I feel alot of my depression stems from self hate. I hate my body, and its affected my relationship with my husband because Im constantly doubting he could love me if I cant even love me. Its hard. I started back on my work out grind Dec 31st. I got a gym membership right near my house and Im a stay at home mom now so I have more time to workout during the day. I was going to get breast implants this month and as a personal decision decided to hold off. I want to wait till I lose this 30lbs that is haunting me everyday and then reward myself with the breast implants. I dont want to get the surgery and still hate myself because Im still unhappy with my weight. So my journey begins....
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2186 kcal
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Bewegung:
Gymnastik (Leicht) - 45 Minuten, Ruhen - 15 Stunden und 15 Minuten, Schlafen - 8 Stunden. mehr...
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