I use my weight as a buffer and an excuse. Since that first moment in 1993 when my ex-husband told me if I were to ever get over 200 lbs we would get a divorced. I took it as a challenge as I was not happy. Big and bad mistake!
Working in the medical field I realize I am not a good example to the patients. The weight holds me back from professional and personal things.
I am just tired of being fat.