20 July 2010
Ok so here's a little about me,I am 38, I have been married for 20 years and we have 4 wonderful kids, I have narcelepsy so I sleep more than most people, and due to that I gained alot of weight over the years between that and babies, well about 3 years ago I was finally put on meds for the narcelepsy so I was able to get out of bed and have a life again so I joined atkins and started swimming I lost 90 pounds in 6 months, then I joined a gym and lost 10 but then I lost my motivation, here I had lost 100 pounds and my husband and family never gave me any support, no one said I looked great, Im doing a good job, congrats or anything, in fact my husband started accusing me of loosing weight for someone else, that because he is 7 years older than me and I was loosing all this weight that i was going to find someone younger, my husband is 6 ft 150 pounds so he has never had to deal with weight, other than trying to gain it, and the health issues i have due to the weight, so i was constantly defending my reasons for loosing the weight, finally I just gave up on the diet and started eating whatever and not exercising so I have gained back 35 pounds, but I want to loose the weight again, my clothes dont fit anymore and I am not going to buy anymore. I went from a 26 to a 14 and now back into a 20. I am taking my life back