Im 44 years old, im native american, i live in arizona. Im married, my 2nd one, to a wonderful man. I have 3 grown kids, 27, 20 and 17. Presently, im a stay at home mom trying to find new employment. Ive never been happier now then i ever was before, especially with my husband. My past married life wasnt a healthy one and during that time in life, my weight ballooned to where it is now. The only thing that dropped was my self esteem. My husband has done wonders for my self esteem, he accepts me as i am and has made me realize i am more then just what people see. I see myself beautiful in his eyes, i just want the physical part of me to be aligned with what he sees too. I want to lose weight for my health most importantly. 2ndly is for my family. I want to live long and healthy for my family. I feel ive been given a second chance at life with my wonderful husband and family. I want to do all the things i didnt get a chance to do in the years past. Im looking forward to this change.