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19 Januar 2020

19 Januar 2020

I know a loss, is a loss, is not a gain,
but I am very disappointed. Disappointed because I am giving it my all.
I know the first few weeks I have to figure out what works and what doesn't, but doesn't ease the disappointment though :( I literally want to cry!

I am going to change my weigh in day to Thursday mornings, as Saturday is my carb day.

Thinking of going vegan again, but is that really sustainable in reality.
I LOVE CHEESE!!!!

Need to re-group and decide what I am going to do next.
Full week, full day classes this week, meaning I don't really make time to eat. Something I need to work on this week; pre-packing meals.

Exercise also becomes a challenge when I have a full week of class, as I am knackered at night and find it challenging to motivate myself to even take a shower, I am THAT tired.

ALL I WANT IS 1KG A WEEK! That is really not too much to want, is it?

:(
Gewicht: Bisher verloren: Still to go: Diät befolgt:
102 kg 2 kg 23 kg Recht gut
   (16 Kommentare) Verlust von 0,7 kg pro Woche

18 Januar 2020

Today is going to be a new test for me. My cake decorating school's first workshop for the year. I have actually been dreading it.

Butter cream icing is the worst to deal with. I teach them to decorate cupcakes with butter cream icing that is normally marshmallow flavoured. At the end of the workshop I do demo cupcakes and they have to copy the techniques. NORMALLY I would eat one of those cupcakes and it is really not that I cannot eat that cupcake, I DON'T WANT TO EAT THAT CUPCAKE!

Now shit in my life becomes very real. I cannot avoid cake even if I wanted to. (lol) To make matters worse, I have TWO Butter cream workshops today, so that means 8 cupcakes of which I would normally eat 2 (at least).

Please dont tell me to have a treat now and again, I would rather cheat with having tons of fruit (which I love) than with a small tiny cupcake.

This is just a habit I have to break... TODAY!!!

Another issue with a full day of school, I dont really eat during the day, because I dont have time. These are the times that the take-away toasted is popular. Not eating bread anymore, so I will have to prepare my food from now on and make sure I have something to eat.

Big reason I dont really eat bread as a rule; 1 slice of bread will give me heartburn for days!!!!

So today is going to be challenging. Lets Kick Fat Ass >>>> lol

17 Januar 2020

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