Hi everyone! I am a 30 year old single mom of a 5 year old boy. I truly wish I had even half of his energy, but most of the time I have a hard time just dragging myself out of bed in the morning. I have been heavy my entire life, but when I was pregnant with my son I gained a lot of weight...I'm way past heavy now...I was never happy with heavy, but I lived with it and I didn't let it get to me too much...now that I am 10 dress sizes heavier...it's a different story...my self esteem is lower than it has ever been...I find myself missing out on activities with my son and my boyfriend because of the way I look...I try on every single thing in my closet at least 5 times determined that nothing looks good and I just have to find something that makes me look the least fat! I eat when I'm happy! I eat when I'm sad! I eat when I'm bored! I'm setting a horrible example for my son and this is something that I just have to stop!