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24 Juni 2011

Yesterday was kinda a hard day. Well it was a hard day because the day before we all went to Harrah's and had a good time. And part of the that good time was a philly steak sandwich and cheddar bacon fries. Yeah. Not my finest moment. But Michael got boneless wings and a double decker brownie. CC got a double decker brownie. Cassie got sloppy joes and an ultimate salad (which once I looked at it...I don't think that you could really call it a salad!) And Darrel (my brother in law) got a quadrouple cheeseburger and a hotdog and fries and a brownie and a cheesecake. So yesterday was spent telling myself no you don't need this. And since I really suck at saying no...I promised myself a treat of a cashew turtle if I did good. I ate it while I had a bath and read a new book. It was the best hour of my week!

My sister Abbie was in the hospital. She had to have a hysterectamy (sorry for the horrible spelling but you guys know how bad I am at that!). She's what I call a bity. She's about my height but she had graves diease when she was 13 and therefore doesn't have a thyroid and is skinny as hell. Even after 2 kids. Anyway they found some cysts that kept reappearing on her "lady parts" (for those of you who are delicate). She was at the hospital for 3 days because she had some complications. She's at home now thank god. But she's kinda why we went out. I was really worried about her. My family doesn't do well when they put us to sleep for operations. And she was having issues staying awake..then she faints the next day and.........it was just alot of stress and aniexity. So they took me to Harrah's to try and relax and of course I over ate.

My biggest fear though, is that I turn into Darrel. He's my husband's twin's partner a.k.a. my brother in law. I know MO doesn't recognize same sex unions...but personally I think that's stupid. I really hope that I don't offend anyone when I say that gay and lesbian people deserve the right to be recognized as a couple by the government just like straight people. ANYWAYS now that I'm off my soap box... Darrel is about 6'4 and probably weighs over 650 pounds. He can't even walk with his feet straight..they stick out kinda like a penguin. He never gets up for anything, Dylan (Michael's twin) has to do it all. Laundry, cooking, cleaning, working two jobs, driving, errends, everything. An I did really like Darrel until I saw how he treated Dylan like a slave. And to my eyes at least, it's because of his size. All he does is sleep, eat, or play on the internet. I'm scared first off that I'll get that big and not care the way he seems to. Second off that I will turn into that because of my size...I'll treat Michael like a second class citizen. I don't want that to happen. If we ever have kids I wanna teach them to be active, and for that to happen I gotta be active which means this weight has to go! This has become a very rambling post...so I believe that it might be time to go! But, I do feel better, so apparently I needed to get it off my chest.

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21 Juni 2011

Well I'm down to 344! Which is amazing. Yesterday I actually did pretty good. I was only at around 1020 calories when We all decided to go to Lumerie..a casino none of us have been to before. It was alot of fun! We left around 10:30...and didn't get back till 3:40! Since Michael and I had dinner at 7...you can see how we were hungry. So we went to Jack in the Box. I had some fries and chicken. Since I didn't go to sleep until after I ate I spilt it up. Yesterday got the fries (which DID put me over my 1500 goal) and today got the chicken. Of course now this means that I have to be careful what I eat today. That sucks. But I should have thought of that before I ate fast food!

What's worse is now I have heartburn and a serious case of dry mouth cause my body isn't used to fast food anymore. So I'm paying for what Michael likes to call my indescrestions in more ways than one!

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21 Juni 2011

Gewicht:	Bisher verloren:	Still to go:	Diät befolgt:
156,4 kg	15,1 kg	75,7 kg	100%

Kommentar hinzufügen Verlust von 2,2 kg pro Woche

20 Juni 2011

First off I have to say that nothing is funnier than watching my mother do Zumba. She is hilarious.

I joined her at Curves (where she works) to do a class for the first time. I didn't know how I thought about it. Just because I feel like an idiot when I do it by myself. I didn't know what would happen when I was in front of people. It was alot of fun though! I'm really happy that I did it.

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17 Juni 2011

i dont get it.......im bummed. this is the wrong way to be going

Gewicht:	Bisher verloren:	Still to go:	Diät befolgt:
157,7 kg	13,8 kg	76,9 kg	Recht gut

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